2012年11月30日星期五

Please listen to me :)

I know you will wait for my explaination. :)

I took the form, I asked for the details, I wished to apply, I told you, I consider again..

I leave the form blank for months. I told myself I've to face it now not to running from it.

The deadline is nearer n nearer I should make my decision as fast as I could.

Okays, I told you I'm going to apply it and soon we can meet up there.

Yet, now I don't even complete the form and it's leave 5 days.

Nursing course?!

Well, I gave up. I know myself well I can't afford the work, it's too hard for me.

That day I opened the form, found that it needs 2 sureties
(one sure is my daddy, another one asked my aunt to be)

she asked me, you really like the work?

I started doubt myself , am I really like it or I just simply take the chance to leave here?

I was thinking about it for 3 days, and I got the conclusion.

I threw the form.

It's my future I can't fooling around with it. I'll suffer from it later on (because I don't like it)


I'm so sorry that I gave you my words but...

I hope you understand me. :)

Sorry again .

* will you forgive me?

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